Thursday, April 23, 2020

Enough

I don't want to know more
I don't want to do more
I don't want to love more
I don't want to feel more
I just want to be enough

anything I do I feel like I'm lacking
I walk the walk
I talk the talk
but everything I do I fall short of enough

No one is ever happy
no one is ever fulfilled
no one is satisfied with what I give
I guess I don't do enough

I strive to do better
I push myself to the end
I try and try some more
just to reach the goal
but alas I am too far, from what is deemed enough.

maybe I am not enough
but that's what I am
I am a giver, a lover, a doer,
a feeler, an achiever, a fulfiller,
a human and in my mind never enough
I am a mother, a wife, a daughter, a teacher, a nurse, an assistant, a chef,
a worker and many more things
but never enough.